I am so stupid!

this was such a terrible misunderstanding!
I was so pissed off, and then I talked to J. and he is like, wtf I was in the library the whole afternoon studying for my test! I felt so stupid! I can't believe I got so worked up over such a stupid thing, and after he promised me he would tell me. SO I apologized millions of times, and I really have to make it up to him. not that i mind making it up ;) I hope he did not get all freaked out of me ha ha ha :D
And yeah, I cannot figure out if he is jealous of the guy I am going out with tomorrow night, or he is just like that. He made me promise I would not have "too much fun". Why is he so stupid? It is obvious that I am all over him wow! I am so transparant!

This week is going to be crazy! I am going out with S. on Thursday, then movienight with A. on Friday as usual, and then Saturday is with Nate, then O. and then A. It's gonna be crazy. I do miss him though :( And I really want to see him, even if it is at 4 am on Saturday!
Oh well, busy busy :(
I am so so so falling down :(