Sleeplessness and nightmares

I am supposed to be sleeping right now, but obviously that is not happening. The bad things is that it has been going on recently. Sometimes I can sleep for 10 hours, but they are nervous sleep, like I know I am dreaming something real intense but can;t change it and can;t remember anything. I know I have nightmares and close-to-life dreams which always keep me feeling tired. Probably because of the insane amount of information my mind has to cope with, and the fact that I always have something going on. But I wish I could have at least these lovely 8 hours in which I can just escape from the whole world. Too bad that has not been happening lately.

Anyways, I discovered staying at home and studying is not as bad as i have considered it to be. mainly because now I just have to study,so no time for procrastination, and weird thoughts in my mind. I like the cuddliness of my blankie and the hot chocolate while the wind outside could blow me off. Feel so homy :D

My scheduler shows that the next two weeks will be pretty busy ( yes, more so tha usually, even that is possible I guess). So me is gonna skip work, study, and try to sleep enough not to get sick. After that I am gonna go clubbing :D I can;t wait. Gosh I am so addicted to clubbing.

yeah, i made the mistake to tell someone about my personal life. I am not sure why I told him. I mean, he is cool, so I don;t think he is gonna go around telling people what I told him, but still... him knowing is a knife with double edges. Not many guys feel comfortable knowing what he does. Well, whatever. There is not much he can do against me. And I do not think he is as some other people. Next time baby, try to think before telling people dark secrets ;)

K, I have an hour to sleep, so lets see what we can do about it ;)
Love you :D