Yep

So instread of being productive, I am just rambling around proctrastinating. How surprising.
I did talk to him tonight. OMG he is so mean so col so brutal and this is exactly what I like about him. Trying to get him to get somewhat more excited would be a challeneg. And I love challenges. The good thing is, since we are not in a relationship, I can just freely date anyone else. And I do have another date ha ha , or kinda whatever. When I told him, he was like, do whatever you want as long as you don;t get me any diseases! And of course I did get the lecture of oral herpes. Fun. He is right for himself, but I don't think he has to tell me what to do and what not to do with my own sexual life. Yes yes, I know I do owe him protection. But whatever. The other guy is a friend of mine actually. he is so nice. Seems much more relaxed and more uhmmm knowledgable about the thinks I have to teach J. Anyways. I dunno honestly...
Going with the flow let it be. But that means no barriers, nothing to stop me. And my flow is fast and wild!
I wish G. was here to bump my head in the wall multiple times until I start bleeding.
Ok, enough. Life is life. I do what I do, and there is no point for regret. I do not care about myself, remember?
Good thing are these flavoured condoms yo! :D