Winter Holiday News

to keep myself awake, time to share some experiences.
The holiday was pretty weird actually. Probably because I was working 2 jobs every single day, and got tired of seeing the office. No wonder I keep 3 jobs, 2 volunteer positions, and 6 courses. I just can't keep still! And get bored! The res was pretty empty too.
But you know what, this was a really good holiday :D A very bonding family time. We really got closer. And this year I found the perfect little cards and said the perfect little words, coming from my heart. I don;t know if I love them, but I surely do appreciate their place in my life.
Ottawa was nice, cold, tiring, but I got sleep. And I found out that me and my dad are not able to exist in the same room at night! Impossible! I did like the trip though, because these 5 hour drives in one car wth 4 people can give you a lot of info about your parents, your bro, yourself, and of course your family :D DEfinitely learnt a bunch of stuff, and life is back to normal :D I have a real great family, and we love each other no matter how little we show it. And they were a great way to escape the sadness that got to me one night. So yeah, I've got back my family :D
And!!! I got back my confidence, and playfulness, and just the old ME! And I got highlights and a great hairstyle which I loved for few days before showering and losing the ability to renew the look. But I took pics ;) So back to normal :D
And... I missed all my friends during the holiday, espcially Angie cause I am so addicted to running to her room when my heart breaks! But I thought about someone else... I regretted not doing what I thought I did not want to do! WHy would I regret that??? I am still unsure what happened, what was the reason for me feeling this way... I feel quiet vulnerable. And it hits me again. Best thing this time: I have support from people who love me and are there for me, and I have been through it so many times that I know exactly how to deal with it :D
And I found that there is someone I am intimidated by, and she happens to be my boss :/
But, Holidays were great :D
Oh, did I mention that Disney on Ice was amazing! My bro slept through it, but I loved it, and my parents did too :D I am such a kid :D And that is why you love me :D
More to come ...