What's to be loved so dearly and sincerely and unconditionally?

It makes you smile. And giggle, and brightens your day, and makes you feel like you are the only one in the whole world and you can do everything. It is so special :D
So there is that good friend of mine who now lives in Australia. We've know each other for years, and kept in touch here and there. I used to kinda have something for him, but it was nothing serious, more like joke. And he is not one to turn my head around cause no girl has ever made him believe in long-distance relationship. He is materialistic guy you know. Gotta touch, gotta kiss, gotta have sex to believe it. Yeah, I am that way too, so what ;) So he is 25, studying nursing, has a band (as every other guy I have ever liked one way or the other connected to music), likes to party, gets on with his friends, and only since recently not having random sex with random girls on random nights while drinking random stuff. I used to kick his ass in msn minesweeper :D I think he gave up though ;) SO he has been with me through a lot of shit, part of that community, where nothing gets hiden, and everything is on the public. So, he decided to msg me after few months to get me the new version of msn :) And of course bubbly me starts chatting, seeing how are things. And jump to jump we ended up talking about me being with someone, and him being single for a while. And he sensed that I was a little shaky about the guy and not exactly confident and stuff. SO he came strong as always. He told me something he has never told me before. And trust me he is not a guy to just say things to make you feel good about yourself. He said that if he was in Canada, or I was in OZ, we would have been a tandem. I was like, omg, something's going on. And then he told me how incredible I was, and what a wonderful person and wonderful friend I was, and how much he respects me and all these things, I hardly even remember. And you know what... In that very moment all I could type was a huge smile. This person had broken his rules to stand next to me. I so wish he was in Canada or I was in OZ. Because I know with him I would be really happy.

And if you think it was all either cause he felt sorry for me or cause he was jealous I was getting some and he wasn;t, well he was not the only one.
There is that very special girl in my life who makes me the happiest person in the world, because he is not ashamed when I run screaming don to the hall to knock on her door and scream and jump and tell her a bunch of stuff in 1 min. And this girl is also not afraid to tell me he loves me and misses me and can't wait to see me. And she is also not bored with me going over the some shit over and over. And she is also probably the only person who has seen me as upset as I ever get and crying. And this girl makes me believe that good people are there in the world, and that I am not a bad person, and that I am not doing bad things, and that I am me, and a wonderful me, and that she loves this crazy weird hyped up me :D And I love her and I am not gonna hide it at all!!! Love you Angie!!!!!!! *hug*

And there is that person, who acts like he does not care, but then I can bitch at him forever and he will just make funny faces and say ok, i see, and so on, and who I feel like slapping sometimes cause he nerves me out with his smartass comments, and who i should have kep closer to myself!

And there are others... many others, and I am not gonna say about them now, either cause i am mad at them, or cause we are not close right now, but who i carry with myself ready to burst on them :D And you know who you are, and if you don;t then youa re silly :D

SO you see :D These are the many people that lift me up and help me jump my limits :D
And now I am getting all sappy and wacky and I should stop and go take a breathe :D

I love you guys! I truely do!