The Forgotten

That movie totally freaked me out! I jumped a bunch of times and hided in my friend, cause I was so scared! And I was shaky, and had hard time to get going after the movie. But was tones of fun to see it with my friends :)
I talked to Emily today, and told her about stuff. She said I should do like her and screw my old "friends" and hang out with people who really care about me. So I did that tonight and that totally brought me back :D SO I am happy again :D It is the people that mess me up, not me :D
Also, I was in a dizziness and rage the whole morning, but went to the bbq and loved it :D And saw some friends, which was nice :) I like seeing people and chatting :) in REAL LIFE! Also, I went to the gym right after work because I just could not handle that power and energy and anger inside me. I did 197 heart rate on the bike for a while, but wished I did 200 as planned. I loved it totally :D
So now the world looks much better :D
And the best part was just few minutes ago when I talked to G. OMG! I love him! He was so nice and sweet, and we talked like normal people, no fights, no swearing, no name calling. Was so great :) I love him :D And I miss him :D He is such an attention whore! ha ha :D But he made me smile, and feel all cosy, happy, and confident :) So things are great again :)

Love you
Nina