SHHHhhhhhhhhhhh

This is the first night for months when I am taking off, and doing things slow, and just relaxing.
My exam did Ok. But, I got 95% on my essay!!!! Is that normal wow!!! I am very happy, but makes me wonder how is it possible to get my highest mark on a essay I wrote at 5 am the morning it was due. Well, I guess working in mental health actually helps writing essay on the topic :D
In other news, I went for a night walk around the campus. SS has a huge TV screen and they have the Olympics on during the day. Too bad they do not have it on at night as well.
Then I went to St. Mike and Victoria. I have never been there, but was very nice place, and interesting. I am going to go there and get pics of all the nice places and the umbrella tree.
Also, reming me to go visit every single library on campus :D I want to explore!!!!! :D

I was in the shower, and there was that guy in the shower next to me. I could smell his shampoo. I think I do not like man shampoo though. It hurt my eyes.

I cannot wait for my biking/camping/meditation tour. Should be awsome :D


Something else, so last night I went on a walk to O'Grady's where some of the Biomers were drinking. And I saw somebody I did not exact want to see right now. But, again, I was surpirsed by myself :) I think I have learnt how to deal with my emotions really well. I did not want to talk to him, so I was avoding him, and just said I am ok when he asked me. But then I felt guilty. So I was nice and talked to him. I mean, it is unavoidable that we will have that serious talk again, but I wanted to leave it till school starts. Things are way too good and way too busy right now to allow anything to make my summer bad.

And M. is probably mad at me. Well, I mean, I do understand him since I cut him off that cruely all the times he asked me out. But I told him right at the beginning I was not the dating type and that I am busy. I guess it took him time and rejections to realize that I was just honest with him. I mean, he is not the type of guy who can take a girl like me. And I do not want to take him through that either. but I do want to see him this Saturday night, go out, have some fun. I mean, he deserves at least that if nothing else :)

I am going shopping with my mother on Friday after work. I am scared. because I am not really sure what t expect, and the bad memories are still coming back, but I decided to give her another chance. And I have really changed and I am super proud now of my abilities to deal with myself and others, so hopefully I can have an enjoyable evening. If not, the movie will kill the extra tense hours before it is time for them to go home :)

SO, I love the music tonight. Lounge :D
good night :)