TAKE THE CHALLENGE I OFFER YOU!!!
So, I have been getting all these comments from pretty much everyone on my online contacts, and it has been annoying me. So I decided to Allow you people to try to get your opinions in my mind, to criticise me openly and make whatever you want out of it. If you are up for that, read down. The full post you can check out at the Comments on the previous post. Here are the most important points:
And I got to the idea that the fact I know most of you mostly online is an obvious disadvantage. neither of you have interacted with me in person enough to be able to distunguish the person i am online and the person I am in real life. I would never allow myseld to say things in real life which I say on Biome or on here. And of course, my blog is mine so I can share my experiences. The difference comes from my past. I used to be part of a community on IRC few years back. Whar happened then has a lot of relevance, and I still behave similar ways. In real life though, I am just not that person. I hate MSN, IRC or even Biome now. They create a picture of me which is not true at all for the face-to-face interactional me. And you all make assumptions based on what I post , and the way I express myself. A huge mistake, because the person online is NOT ME! I tend to be much more vocal, opinionated, cruel and bitchy online. And what is the worst, you people do not even make the effort to try to get to know me. Has any of you approached me in real life and tried to spend some time one-on-one with me? I do not think so.
Anyways, the point I am trying to make is that you just should come to me with open mind, without the assumptions.
SO here is the deal: Since you believe that you have something to contribute, you should try to be patient and convince me that I should change. I am very stubborn, so it will take some effort. if you are up for the challenge, I would love to hear any advice, no matter how cruel, rude, or angry it is. The only way to deal with me is to attack me extremely violently. So go ahead and do it, and you will see the results. And to protect yourselves, I suggest you use Anonymous nickname, so that there are no personal feelings. Be my counsellor! Help Me! Make the difference you are struggling for. And if you cannot deal with me, and are not willing to take the challenge, then do not make assumptions about me, do not judge me, and let me live my life the way I believe is best for me.
I urge you all to play the game, because that is your chance to change ME and express all your thoughts, and I will not be able to fire back, cause you all will be Anonymous.
And yes, you are allowed to bring people here and make them criticise me as well.
But, please keep the content confidential.
Thanks.
7 Comments:
First of all you're an idiot. You try to make yourself sound all mysterious, and deep but in the end your shallowness, confusion, and stupidity surface. You clearly don't know yourself, and i love your statement "don't judge me or make assumptions about me". Well i hate to be the one to tell you this but after reading your bullshit it's hard not to assume that you are unstable and probably should consult a psychiatrist, or admit yourself to a mental institution. Hopefully then after you get some treatment your delusional tendencies will fade.
First off, you think too fucking highly of your fucking self. secondly, you come off as a really really whiny brat crying for her blanky, after she flushed it down the toilet herself. Thirdly, why should people have to come to you? are you so high and mighty that you can't go to people and tell them that you were wrong? or is it that fucking hard for you to interact with people? if it is, then it's your own fucking fault. also you should know that people online are just exaggerated versions of themselves in real life. therefore you are bitchy, whiny etc. in real life also probably. and also lose the whole sex thing, you know it's not true b/c if it was, you'd be the biggest nympho ever, which imho is not likely. it just makes you look like a 12 year old trying to get attention bragging about sexual exploits. if you had even 20% of the sexual experience you claim, you'd be a bigger slut than jenna jameson.
LOL...i just want to see how pseudo-jenna will respond to this. Oh wait I know, it will go something like this: "Ha ha ha that was good, but none of your really know me, and you are all wrong, I am a nympho and I am really happy"
I love you too :D
Thanks, seriously, I appreciate it.
What if I tell you I have been to a psychiatrist and they sent me off cause I was too normal wow. I went there for something else though, but still got all tests done, and there was nothing wrong with me.
Also, I do go to people. All the time. But they do not respond to me in a way I can appreciate. I went last night to someone, and it worked. I am happy now.
I am a nympho... Well I used to be, not anymore... cause things happened... Whatever, I do not want to talk about that, sorry.
I am 14 actually, not 12. And yeah, I have noticed I bitch more recently then I used to 3 months ago, I guess it is the stress. I'll get over it.
K, now we are over that, lets see what else you got, cause that did not cut it. Sorry to disappoint you.
I forgot to add something, recently you bitched about people not inviting you out or something. Well it's quite simple why really, you need to realize that if people liked spending time with you then you would always be included in certain functions. However it seems that certain people seem to continuously ignore your existance, why you might ask. Well Sherlock it's time to get a clue and notice that people don't like you.
Oh and I knew you were going to respond in the way you did, and I also know that your response is so full of shit it's funny. Besides who in their right mind would want to sleep with you, all the bagage you have is probably more of a turn off than your appearance.
Wow, well. I kind of gave up to put any thoughts in your "recommendations". None of you really mean anything to me, so there is not point of me paying attention.
A friend of mine read your posts though per my request. She was very shocked by all you typed here. So I guess it is not just my "delusions" that make me think something is wrong with you. It is not me that is wrong, it is the people around me, you included.
What baggage I have or not is my own life. If you have gone through what I have, I am sure you would have baggage as well.
Anyways, I am not going to argue with you. It is your opinion. Ok. I gave you the cardblanche for it, so you are in your right to express any opinion.
I just want to know What is your goal? What are you trying to say/do? I get the impression you want me dead or something. That is not going to happen soon though.
I thought I was a cruel senseless person, but no.
You are a cruel senseless bastard who cannot control his own emotions. I am very sorry for you. I really am.
I like to think that I know Nina fairly well and I cannot understand how any of these comments could possibly be about her. Nina, I think you are one of the most amazing people I have ever met. I love you to death and I'm so lucky to be friends with you. When you get depressed remember that there are a TON of people (many of whom you hung out with tonight) who love you and think you're fantastic. I missed you like crazy this summer, especially since we were cut off because of my Internet, and I'm so happy you only live 30 seconds away again! I love you and admire you and really think you shouldn't listen to all the other posts, because the writers obviously don't know the girl I know. Hugs.
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