When you know there is nothing you can do...

It really feels miserably. Espcially when the feeling is coming from a very special person in your life, and there is not much you can do, cause you are on "a break". I really hate these times when it is all messed up. Maybe I should go try talk to him again, so I do not feel so powerless. It has been a while since the last time I was able to feel somebody's emotions. Well except G, but he is always an exception to any rule in my life.

Anyways, enough from my feelings.
You got no clue how stressful an office job can be! With all that hurry UP! cause they got a presentation due in 15 min and you still got a whole bunch of numbers to punch in. And of course, they were 15 min late. Meh, pointless stress if you ask me.

Oh, haha :) So I went for the X-ray today, and the technician asked me if there was a chance for me to be pregnant. The funny thing is I actually had to think about it this time wow. But nah, i mean, nah!!! wow hopefully ;)

Studying all day after 6 today, and still not even half through it. Damn stupid cramming, no more!!! NO MORE CRAMMING!!! Damn me now!

And today I feel weird. I am hungry. I am never hungry!!! And just, my general phisiology is cracked up. Meh whatever.
Tomorrow is another day.
I go talk to him now... or i can at least try...
Good night to you :)