mmmmm feels so gooooooddddd ;)

;) So last night after I pretended to go to bed, had nice music soooooo relaxing, but things inhere got kinda hot, no sleep till 2 am. But all was tooooo gooood :)
Today, gosh way too much stuff!!! Work was uhmmm, frustrating! Carolyn expects me to know all that programing stuff and the stats and all. So I was bumping my head on that the whole day. And the stupid Chi-square tests! I should have gottan my book back at my room. Next time remind me to do so. She said I need to get a new stats course next semester, and I told her I have taken 2 already and I did not learn anything. No way I am spending $500 more for nothing! I learnt twice as much in my job than in both courses I took. Which reminded me of the more often than not pointless education I get at U of T. Well, I guess it is mostly my fault for not paying that much attention and cramming everything for 2 days, but still. We shall see next year with my new ideas on time management and biorhytms. BUt still, work is still fun :D Oh, Emily is leaving tomorrow :( I liked her :( tomorrow is a crazy day, cause we get the trip in the afternoon, tell you more tomorrow night.
I used my lunch again to go get injected. I guess it was not that bad. A little bit of poking, but I was just standing there, not even sitting, and she did it right away, so that must be a good sign. NOw I am officially marked by needles, bruises, and all that stuff everywhere. Pretty nasty since it is summer.
talking about summer, soooooooo hot today! BUtthe office was chilli, and we do have the dress code, so I cannot really dress any more summerish than that :( Well, at least I have the whole evening and night to dress with nothing :D
I went to the hospital :D So much fun! I loved the bike there, so hot, but the wind in my face, the feeling is great! And we had a great bunch of kids. Kinda hyper, but we played around, and I think they liked me. And the mothers were so talkative. Was fun :0 And I made bags today. While I was in the play room making the bags, there was a very young family with a newborn baby. This has not happened in a very ling time... The calmness, love, security, gentle care... I felt like an intruder, was silent, and pretended I did not exist. Was so amazing to listen to them... This feeling is undescribable. I have been having such family-oriented thoughts recently. Guess because of the trip, homesickness, my family, Nate, and all that idea of home. I dunno. I just wish more and more to be a mom. Some day :D hopefully sooner than I expect :)
Oh, after the hospital biked for a while around the HArbourfront, and went for some groceries. You got no idea how many people are there on Bloor Street around 9 pm! And the pubs are all full. I like it. Should do a night biking dt trip on Thursday.
And uhmm.... ;) Ok shhh, no thinking bad about me k! So in the grocery shop there was that guy on the line up right. That dark skin and the accent, OMG!!! I rarely think guys are hot, but this one was very very much so wow :D I like ;) It is summer, what do you expect!!! Dirty minded ts ts ts ! Yeah, YOU YOU, not me! I am an angel right here yo!
Oh, I got cherry pie mmmmm, I feel like eating some. had 10 freezies ;) And talked for an hour with a friend :D I should do that more often. Phones are good :)
So yeah, all that crazyness. ;) I am tired, need some sleep.
Oh, btw, Fran introduced me to one of her friends. he seems nice ;)
k, NIght now, sleep cold!!!

P.S. Don;t mind the hour my blog shows, I am never home at 9 pm! wow :D