I definately needed that :D

OMG!!! Today was so good, esp after 2 pm!
Well, first, it was so bad, because I woke up after a terrible nightmare. I was going to stab myself in the heart so I die, but I did not want to, and when I thought I did not have other choice I woke up! And I was so late for work! because my cell phone powered off at the middle of the night :( But I did not have to go to work, so that was cool.
then, I had a huge heartbreaking, disappointing, bitter experience with somebody close to me, which threw me off limits for the next few hours. I do not exactly want to talk about it onhere,sorry if you are real curious.
Then, I went to Queen's park to read, but could not concentrate. But there was that Drum festival. Was so nice to hear the music. One of the Native Indian women had a song... And she said that the song was about coming home. "But coming home is coming here" and she pointed to her heart. I remembered that because was so amazingly in tone with my mood right then.
Then I went to the UC info session. Nothing much to do there at first, just listened, but then i got to do 2 tours of the residences, and that was SO amazing! really great! I loved it! And the best thing was that the people actually listened to me, and were asking questions, and thanked me after. I think I did a good job with the tours. They said that I coved everything they wanted to know wow :D I am happy. Will do more on Wednesday and skin Soc ;)
then I went for my bro for his bday. Had to wait like half an hour yo! Craziness! but was all worth it. We spent 6 hours together just the two of us! I have not felt so close to him for years, even though we often share when things are going down. We went to see Shrek 2! OMG!!! I have not laughed so hard for so long! Was amazing! All these crazy inside jokes!!! HA HA HA!!! I am still shaking just thinking baout them :D FUN!!! Go see it if you have not already ;) And then we went to Spring Rolls on Bloor for dinner. So much food! The mango salad was nice, kinda spicy though. And I could not eat the main course, so they packed it for me, and now I got food for the next week :) Very nice restaurant though! And then we went down Yonge and up University for an hour, and talked and was so nice and calm and just... so family-like. I love my bro! I am so proud of the person he is, and I just... It meant a lot to see he is up and kicking and all :) I love him so much! We talked about university, residences, travel, life, BG, everything. We did not stop talking. I think he had a lot of fun with me. And we are going to do it again this summer. I think we both need it :D
And tomorrow I am gonna see Nate an have more fun!
Night now :)