And I thought there is nothing more tiring than sex!

Today was crazy!!! Seriously! I spent 7 hours with Nate, and they had all the ups and downs possible.
First, I biked there! Can you believe that it takes me 30-45 min by TTC to get here, and with my bike it is just 10??? yeah, I could not believe either. But the quality of TTC is beyond description in this blog :)
We had the scooter with us, which made things pretty complicated. he loved the Moss park and the swings, but the usual not crossing the streets was constantly present as always. My poor heart had gotten used to him lying in the middle of the street and crying and beating me up when i pick him up trying to cross. But it is really getting tiring after few of the biggest streets. But we did go to Sick Kids. He loved their parking, because of the incline, so the scooter would go faster. And he would run there to try it. And on Dundas Square we got pretty wet, because he loved experimenting with the fountains. NOt to mention that he was running from me , and even tried to run into the street. Gosh, sometimes I just wanted to die right there. And people were looking at us weirdly and were laughing and stuff. But honesly, I really did not give a shit about them. Cause he is my kid, I love him the way he is, and I do not care hwo thinks what. We went to the Drum festival at Queens park. nate really liked it, and was clapping, and even ate the bun of the hotdog (I had the veggie sausage). But today his new obsession was with bikes, so he was going to touch all of them. SOme people were nice and would let him touch and even put him on the seat. he was happy then :D But when we had to go home, he started to cry, and run, and beat me and himself, and kick and just was so bad. So i decided there is not way we could go home walking, so wanted to take the bus. But right then they closed the road for that army stuff day. So we waited for an hour on the bus stop before we found out the bus was stopped. Nate lied on the ground crying for a long time. People were stopping and asking if he was ok, and stuff, so I had to tell them it is behavioural problems, or that he has autism. Then he fell asleep over me. I saw the troops :D So many women there too! So after an hour at the bus stop, I decided to wake him up and walk to the subway. Yeah, but how can you wake up a child eh? He did not wake up, and when he finally did, he was in a bad mood, did not walk, was lying on the ground again. So I had to carry hm and his scooter. Men I need some new devices and new muscles to keep doing that all summer! He loved the subway though and was holding my hand and was so calm and sweet :D And the streetcar too! Oh, he also says my name :D
You wonder why I am still smiling eh? I know it sounds like a crazy day, and it was really hard, but I love him and what I do, and i did have a great time. BUt was like dead after wow :D
yeah, so I got home around like 6, took a shower and went for a walk to the festival again. I love drums. So energetic too :D Was nice. And hour house is so silent :( And then I decided I am too tired to read stuff and ended talking to few friends. Conversations were interesting, let's put it that way. Not sure what is going to happen after that.
Oh, btw, My new motto: i do not care about anyone.
So now you can be happy to call me bitch, cause i am gonna really be bitchy. And if i tell you something nice, it is probably not true, or I am just conforming to the socila opinion without really thinking it myself ;)
Enjoy the new me :D
Night

P.S. What is more tiring than sex? Being a mom :D