CONTACT TEAM

Please bear with me, because I am a little very much tired, and on only like 10 hours of sleep in the last over 50+ hours.

So, I had a field trip today. We were shadowing people from a CONTACT team, which is a community-oriented program for people with mental problems. The clients I saw were mainly with schizophrenia. They were mostly more normal than I have expected, and the medications gave them really good way to deal with life. Of course, accidents, like one of them going to jail or being arrested because not taking meds, were also common. I did like the job. Was dynamic and all :)
Also, the workers were weird. Some of them were dry and way too serious, and not that nice to the clients. One of the men was even sarcastic and nasty to one of the client, I guess he tried to be funny. He seemed too judgemental, and picked up even on me.
Another guy was so nice!!! He is from Albania, and real nice, and we talked and he gave me advices and pointers, so nice! I think now I know the reason why I am more attracted to guys who are Europeans ;) It is the whole package man, right there wow :D
One other guy was kinda weird. I asked him million of questions, and he had a little non-understanding attitude. But I mean, you cannot judge them, cause I just dropped from the sky and will never see them again.
Anyways, the second part of the day we went to the Chum City Museum, which was interesting for me. We saw Felix the Cat, who was the first TV object. And Merilyn Monro's TV :D Was nice I think. And the clients were pretty well functioning.
I think I will be working in an ACT team some day for sure, at least for few months.

Otherwise... yeah... well I have noticed that honestly I do not give much attention to anything anymore. I am really relaxed, do not care who says what, let things slide around me without freaking out. I just do not give a shit about anyone and anything.
I had a fight with Kris couple of days back, for something stupid, cause he said something... anyways... I just started doing something else and then in 15 min I seemed like nothing happened. I did not have any anxiety, no usual panicking and shit like that. I dunno man. I guess it is good cause I do not really stress myself anymore. Bit sometimes I think (not even worry), that I have become way too egoistic, and soo much lack of remorse may not exactly reflect me. I still need to find Jason's Gold Middle.
Whatever. I really do not give a shit about who says what about me, or who does what to me, or any bullshit like that. Fuck all. Nobody cares anyways, why the hell would I care eh?
I don't.